Akeyasan 4: I want to share something. It is not really a question. I am not sure how it is going to come out of me, but it is about illusion. I had to break through a major illusion and that is my daughter.
Da Ojadasan’ka Adamus Valen San: Hmm, I am aware.
Akeyasan 4: I know. She is turning 4 in January and I have known since the moment that I was pregnant of her, that she was very special. Sorry, I just have to get it out.
Da Ojadasan’ka Adamus Valen San: Go ahead.
Akeyasan 4: When I was pregnant of her 6 days, because I knew exactly when she was conceived, I had this dream about a magician that appeared in my dream and told me that he would be the one that was born, that was the mind of my daughter Eva. And when I was 5 months pregnant I went to California, Mount Shasta. And one day, a man came up to me from the group that I was traveling with. He said, “I can communicate with souls of children.” And he said, “Eva visited me and she wrote you a poem and he said she wanted me to give that to you.” It was a very special moment. I had to cry, of course, because the lines are so beautiful, and she was still in my womb, I mean… pretty amazing.
Well, I have been through a major roller coaster this last year, a few of you are aware of that. And recently, about two months ago, I went through some pretty rough experiences, and because of that Eva was taken away from me. I had a lot of pain about this, but it made me also realize that even your child can become an illusion because I have met in Eva a consciousness that is so big that most of the time she wasn’t my daughter anymore. She was my mother; she was my sister, she was everything but my daughter.
And it is hard to raise her. It is very hard. So, at first, it was pretty difficult for me to accept the fact that she was taken away from me. On the other side, I had to admit that it also gave me a lot of space and time for me. So, now there is some kind of decision that she will be brought up by my ex-boyfriend, her father. And it took me some time to come to terms with that because I have these experiences that I had, I also was in a higher state of consciousness and I could see right through the illusion of social workers, psychiatric people, police. I have even had police in my house, everything. For me at that particular moment they were like actors and I think that is because I could go beyond the ego in that moment I think. The ego comes in again when I have all my sadness and my pain about it. So, on one occasion it is a beautiful thing that happened and it is a very not beautiful thing that happened, but it was an experience of illusion.
Now, also recently I took the poem of my daughter, which is in a silver frame, and I had it on my table next to my computer for a week and suddenly I stared at the lines and a melody came into my body, and so now my daughter for me has officially turned into a song. It is called ‘Eva’s song’ and I would very much like to sing it one of these days.
Da Ojadasan’ka Adamus Valen San: Do it!
Akeyasan 4: Because like you [to Akeyasan 3] it is hard for me to sing, but it is my thing I know, so maybe I can encourage you, too, if I find the courage to do it, and maybe we can hear your song or something from you. This is for me, but I just wanted to share that. But I would love to sing that song, but there is quite some emotion,
Da Ojadasan’ka Adamus Valen San: I understand.
Akeyasan 4: So I can’t do that at the moment.
Da Ojadasan’ka Adamus Valen San: What I want to tell you about that situation. Well, the first thing that you said about seeing people as actors, that is perfectly normal, because that is what I see all the time. When I am here in these type of spaces and communicating, sometimes I even think, “Get real,” because you are playing this role, you playing this part, it is not real.
The second thing that is more important to you is something that happens quite a lot. It didn’t use to happen quite a lot, but it is happening more and more, and that is souls coming in that are very unique, that are very powerful and that are here for a reason. Now these souls, there has been a period of about 9 years where most of these souls have been blocked to come in. These are what you would call ‘the sun shifters’, ‘the sun children’, very, very pure energies that actually after Lemuria they turned back to the Central Sun and they never came back to earth, waiting for the right opportunity to come back in.
Now your daughter Eva is one of these children, and I usually don’t speak much about the future, but what I can tell you is this: the reason why she was taken away is because her work is starting. She needs to be with the right group of people to do her work, and that is why she is ending up with your ex-lover. And she is not going to stay there – I am getting very clear communication with her – she is not going to stay there. She going to go away there pretty quickly and it will probably be through her own choice, you know? She is going to end up… And I can also tell this: you will meet her again, obviously, a lot, but she is going to end up in Asia. That is where she wants to do her work.
Akeyasan 4: I am not surprised, when I was pregnant of her people told me that she was like a shaman, like a very old wise soul, and she is, from the minute that she could talk. She… it was quite something to raise her.
Da Ojadasan’ka Adamus Valen San: Well, yes, but that is where she is going to go. So, just rest in the knowledge that all is well basically in this case.
Akeyasan 4: I can feel it, but it is just all the things around it that is so much, so much.
Da Ojadasan’ka Adamus Valen San: It is also going to give you more rest.
Akeyasan 4: And I would love to sing that song. It is like it is her song and I got a melody to it and I think that is the most beautiful thing that can happen.
Da Ojadasan’ka Adamus Valen San: Well, as I understand you have an open night where you allow people to make music and everything. That is a perfect moment for that. Thank you for sharing this.
Akeyasan 5: Although my answer was ‘yes’ and it is still ‘yes’ – yes, I will – there was a lot of emotion when I stood there before the tree and connected with the tree and with the sun and I realized that it is everything I always wanted to do.
Da Ojadasan’ka Adamus Valen San: And you have been in a life where you were not always able to do the things that you wanted to do because of pressure. Yes, of course.
Akeyasan 5: So, I want to jump in the new energy now, in the free energy.
Da Ojadasan’ka Adamus Valen San: I already knew you would. Yay! (Oh, I should do something about my laugh.)
Thank you so much. Thank you. Anyone else?
Akeyasan 1: Yes, now that we have all the time of the world, 144 hours!
Da Ojadasan’ka Adamus Valen San: Oh god, what have I done?
Akeyasan 1: I don’t know if it is too early to get the answer, but what kind of souls came in in Hawaii, the last December, at Christmas?
Da Ojadasan’ka Adamus Valen San: In what way? Oh, that! It is too early. And anyway, that is an answer that you would want to get personally at this point because it is going to be pretty strange to communicate that towards a whole group of people right now. So, I want to give you that answer.
Akeyasan 1: Can I ask it vaguely then?
Da Ojadasan’ka Adamus Valen San: Did you say ‘fakely’ or ‘vaguely’?
Akeyasan 1: Did it cause physical reactions for me, because she told me that sometimes they would come to me?
Da Ojadasan’ka Adamus Valen San: Physical reactions?
Akeyasan 1: Yes, like ‘lichamelijk’ [Dutch for ‘physical’].
Da Ojadasan’ka Adamus Valen San: I know physical reactions, but what do you mean exactly?
Akeyasan 1: Because she had said that I have a lot of them come to visit me when they need it. I wonder, last year, was it all me or was it also the reactions of…?
Da Ojadasan’ka Adamus Valen San: Oh, that! It was all of it together.
Akeyasan 1: Oh, okay, so it was not only me.
Da Ojadasan’ka Adamus Valen San: Yes, yes, it was all of it together.
Akeyasan 1: Does my stomach have something to do with it, or is it just emotion?
Da Ojadasan’ka Adamus Valen San: Your stomach that is a bodily thing.
Akeyasan 1: Sorry?
Da Ojadasan’ka Adamus Valen San: A bodily thing, a thing of the body. Yes.
That must be pretty vague to everyone! And for you, the answer is ‘42’, what else?
Anyone else wants to ask a question now that we have the time? Yes.