Akeyasan 5: The problem I have is I always meet noise, awful sounds in my vicinity and I never create them.
Da Pah Kwan Yin San: Yes.
Akeyasan 5: I never expect them. I’m always unprepared in a situation and it always happens in moments that I enjoy my stillness. I can really go in despair because of that.
Da Pah Kwan Yin San: Does that need much explanation?
Akeyasan 5: Yes.
Da Pah Kwan Yin San: Yes? You say it yourself. It’s at moments when you are trying to create stillness. It’s at moments when you’re trying to go to your consciousness.
Akeyasan 5: Yes.
Da Pah Kwan Yin San: Yes, so I know you’re not going to like the word, but it’s the mind creating it. Don’t hit me! It’s the mind creating it. It is that which is trying to stop you from growing that is creating it.
Tell you what. Before you try going into that stillness, I’m going to ask you one other thing. I’m going to ask you to completely, completely, completely go into your sense of feeling. And if you then go into that stillness, you will create a state of universal love, and the mind is not going to be able to find you there. Your solution is that simple. You tend to go to a place of stillness when you are already very heavily loaded up, so to speak, with everything going on around you.
So that’s when you indeed do what you were taught and go into a place of stillness, but first you need to go into a complete place of feeling. Your heart is a very powerful tool. And although you have worked with it so much, and this goes for many people, you only know about 25% of your complete heart space. I want you to be invited to discover the rest of that heart space. There is still a lot of heart left to discover. And if you discover that, if you every time before you want to go into silence, if you first – no matter what sound is around you – go into the heart space, you will feel the waves as you are creating that stillness around you. And even if you do it – and that’s a cool trick – even if you do it in a space where there is a lot of noise, if you first go into that heart and you start vibrating from there, the noise will even go away around you. You will push it away because you are completely creating stillness.
What you are doing, is you are trying to find stillness, but you are trying to find it all around you, externally. You first need to find it within. That’s what you need to do. And then it’s going to show up still without you. You understand?
It’s easier than you think. You can do it everywhere. You can even sit in a busy subway in Antwerp and start creating that. And you will feel what happens. You will see what happens. I’m not going to say that you’re going to open your eyes and all the people will be gone like this and you’re not going to hear them. You are just going to create situations where there is stillness. And maybe, after a fashion, you are not even going to care about the external stillness because you are going to find that you will always have it within you, and it’s always going to be still there.
And that, my dear, is when the fear is completely going to go away, you see? Completely be gone because it always.. [cell phone drowns out the words].
Stay in your stillness! Don’t let that get to you! That’s just an external situation, and we are not going to identify with that situation. That’s just the mind showing up now to destroy what I told you. And it’s not working through you [to cell phone owner]. It’s just happening. You’re not guilty.
But that’s just an external situation, exactly what the mind does, show up to bring down what I’ve told you now. You see? Stay in that stillness! It’s fun that the mind can do that. It’s a crazy little pet, isn’t it, that mind? It’s like that dog that everybody loves but keeps getting the couch and everything dirty, you know? Just let it happen and stay here in that stillness. That’s all. Not caring about what’s going on out there. And then you’ll start creating what is going on out there. And there won’t be any more fear. You might get a lot of noisy dreams, but again, that’s just another level of mind attack. And that’s going to go away, too.
In your case, I would say that you just have to hold on for about a month. If you keep doing it for about a month, all the things that you have learned now in the last few days, it’s going to be gone, all of it. You’re very close to liberation actually. You’re very close to breaking through that first illusion because you’ve already done so much work on yourself. And unlike most people that do a lot of work that they don’t need, you have always chosen to do that type of work, energetically speaking, that actually helped you forward. So that’s good choosing. So you’re very close. Do this now, this simple thing, and it’s going to be fixed completely. And then the fun begins! Okay?
Akeyasan 5: I get it.
Da Pah Kwan Yin San: Yes, and you’ve got a road ahead of you. So…
Akeyasan 5: Okay, thank you.
Da Pah Kwan Yin San: Thank you.
Oh, my blessed, blessed humans, this obviously is the very beginning. It’s an introduction. I didn’t want to come on too strong. I’m going to leave that up to Da Ojadasan’ka Adamus Valen San next time. See how he’s doing with all of this.
But next time, I want you to focus on something very, very specific as you come up here, like these people have been doing now. But focus on one tiny moment, one tiny moment of frustration, of irritation, anger, pain, shame… whatever. One tiny moment. I’m going to teach you – or at least Adamus next time is going to teach you, maybe even during the Trinity Talk, if he wants to come in this evening – how you can actually go from one single cause of very simple irritation or something that you don’t even consider worth investigating, how that can bring you all to the root of mind, to the very basics, to the very root of it and how you can ultimately also neutralize that.
I’m looking forward to seeing you and you again tomorrow. And now with that fun, fun music, I’m going to strip! I mean, strip away my body, and let Da Jeshua San come back.
I wish you – god you people eat a lot! – I wish you a happy meal and I will see you again probably tomorrow. Enjoy the Trinity evening that is going to be occurring at what time?
Da Ambika San: Six thirty.
Da Pah Kwan Yin San: Sex thirty. That’s going to be occurring at 6:30. I hope that you’re going to be there because as we have lost some momentum in the last day, yesterday, it’s a good opportunity to start building that up again.
I know that – because it was just confirmed to me –-that Adamus is looking out to that a lot.
And before I go now, I want you all to take a deep breath. And I want you to want me. I want you to go into that space, that I Am space, I Am space with every breath. Breathe it in and breathe it out again. And take it from the magnetics and breathe it in and breathe it out again… and breathe it in… and breathe it out again and go to the source of that infinity inside of you.